happy belated new year

the past few months have been hectic. cold. exhausting. broke. stressful. but some light is pushing through the clouds, something i can always depend on. the warmth of those shafts, morphing into sunbursts as winter fades and spring begins to sprout. ahhh! so what am i thinking as i'm making preparations to move to northern california?!?! just ignore the cold as best as i can, forgetting about those cute sun dresses, sandals, and chilled sun teas in the afternoons. anticipating this very long delayed transition, i'm scared, insecure...a little wobbly and feeling disconnected from my self. i haven't had much time to pay much attention to my self. sorry self. i'm trying to get you to better groundedness. but still, i'm excited for the green growth, salty air, moisture in my nose and on my skin...it's california for goodness sake!! even if only another transition in my life in order to get to that place...where ever it is...i welcome it.